For the first time in the history of such things, both my Gamecocks men's and women's basketball teams are undefeated at around 15-0.
Notice the author's name.
Thanks, Christians.
I want somebody to look me in the eye and tell me they believe this is possible.
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I have clung to the remnants of my faith for so long now, because there was a time I made a decision to believe and it changed my life, which at the time was pretty desperately in need of changing. Going from being a happily married PTA mom to a homeless crack whore took less than a year. A decision to try to believe in some kind of god was required for the program I went through, so I shrugged my shoulders and tried. That program worked where nothing else had. Whatever it takes. But I left that program many years ago due to their dogma, and more and more I cannot bring myself to identify as a believer in any faith. Today I found an article about the Satanic Temple in Detroit and realized that they are a lot closer to my true beliefs than Christianity ever was, and that shocked me. I am finally forced to concede that I cannot believe in any one faith, in any one god or group of gods. I miss my faith: believing blindly felt safer than thinking. It is comforting to be a sheep in a soft fuzzy herd, and I have ptsd, so feeling safe can be very freaking seductive. But the truth is I don't believe and haven't for a while, and it's time for me to at least tell myself the truth. Doesn't change anything about who I am or what I think is right, I never based that on anything I was told by another person anyway. It is a very lonely feeling right now, to lose my faith. But I just don't believe anymore.
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